Chapter 51 Next Date and Childhood Friend's Regrets
Next Date and Childhood Friend’s Regrets
Eiji’s PoV
“It was interesting.”
Ichijo-san speaks to me excitedly.
“I know. It was a really good movie. I cry every time I see the Vietnam War scene.”
It’s a movie that won a lot of famous awards. It’s in my mom’s Blu-ray movie collection, so I borrowed it and watched it many times.
It’s a really good movie. You can enjoy it on Blu-ray, but watching it in a theater is the best way to feel the movie’s realism.
“The last part is a little sad, but I like it because that part feels very close to real life. It’s a movie that makes me happy. It was great to watch it together.”
Ichijo-san smiles with satisfaction. Come to think of it, she also talked to my mother about movies. Mom is such a fan of foreign dramas and movies that she set up a subscription service in the break room. Even if there’s a movie she likes that isn’t on her subscription list, she’ll happily rent the DVD and take time out of her busy schedule to watch it.
“As I said, since the movie was released before I was born, it would be difficult for me to see it in a theater unless I had an opportunity like this.”
I also never thought I’d get to see it on the big screen.
“During the Corona pandemic, there was a period when they couldn’t release new movies, so it seems that this theater survived by showing revivals of older movies. The customers also requested it, and it seems they still have slots for classic movie revivals.”
“I see. Well, let’s come back when they start showing interesting movies again.”
I said this without thinking, but I quickly realized the significance of the matter.
This is like promising another date with the most beautiful girl in school.
Despite my hesitation, Ichijo-san laughs.
“You’re asking me out on another date, right? Yatta! I’m looking forward to it. There are still so many great movies we can watch together. Oh yeah, tell me about your favorite movies too, Senpai!”
She replied immediately. There will always be another time. My heart soars with this hope.
Miyuki’s PoV
Why did I let this happen?
Why did I do such foolish things?
Regret consumed my heart.
I wanted to continue my happy relationship with Eiji.
I knew it was my fault.
But I didn’t know why.
I was most afraid that if I got too close to Senpai, it would be discovered and my relationship with Eiji would end.
So no matter what, my relationship with Kondo-senpai must not be revealed to Eiji.
I thought that when Kondo-senpai graduated from high school, he would naturally disappear. I felt bad for Eiji, but I told myself I’d only play with fire for a short time. Thinking like that, I tried to justify my betrayal.
It would be a waste not to have fun while I was young.
It’s okay because I have a destined boyfriend.
It’s okay as long as we love each other.
Senpai had prepared a way for me to escape. So I used it.
But that day.
The day Eiji found out about my affair.
My heart was crushed. I couldn’t return to those happy times. I felt impatient and full of regret about what would happen if I lost Eiji. After all, I had spent more than half my life with him.
It was bad. My despair-driven mind made a selfish decision.
To erase the fear of rejection, I sought out Senpai, who was supposed to love me. If I couldn’t have a happy relationship with Eiji again, I didn’t care what happened. Destructive and unclear desires. That’s what created my lifelong regret, one that will never fade.
In the end, I lost everything.
I want to go back!
I want to go back!!
I want to go back!!!
I want to go back to that day.
I wanted to celebrate Eiji’s birthday properly and laugh together.
I want to go back to before I met Kondo-senpai.
I want to return to the pure version of myself that hadn’t betrayed Eiji.
I knew Eiji was the only one for me.
“If I had never met Kondo-senpai, I would probably still be laughing happily with Eiji.”
I hate myself for saying that.
I feel nothing but self-hatred.
Even though I betrayed him.
Feeling suffocated, I stepped out the front door to get some air.
I saw an envelope in the mailbox.
Without thinking, I opened it.
Inside were photos.
Photos that plunged me further into a whirlpool of despair.
“Why? It’s a lie, isn’t it? You said you loved only me. Senpai. Please. Please. Please. I don’t want you to throw me away too.”
Inside the envelope were photos of Kondo-senpai entering a woman’s house in a friendly manner. Arms linked, looking happy.
she definitely got what she deserve's.
ReplyDeleteagreed
DeleteI am so happy seeing this in play....
DeleteDude i ngl im happy but same time sad this chain of events are to sad for a teenager, i only can see worse case situation about her future. I want her punished but i dont believe that she deserve d*e. I hope she learn and become a better person
Deleteits not enough just yet.
Deleteas a human being i felt bad for miyuki but i will say my true feeling, you deserve whats happening to you, its your decision so live with it , regret it for the rest of your life , whore.
ReplyDeleteIsso só apenas prova que você é uma pessoa boa
DeleteAgree with u brother
DeleteAs a sociopath, I will only be satisfied with her d_eath, I refuse anything otherwise
DeleteI share same sentiment as you my guy.. She need to realise, atone and live with her mistake.. If she decide to end her life from here onwards which I knew 99% would happen .. She is a coward and don't deserve any pity.
DeleteNo, no, regret and self loathing is the best. Death is an easy way out, it’s better to see her tortured by her regret.
DeleteDeserve
ReplyDeleteL bozo Miyuki
ReplyDeleteA side-hoe will always be regarded as a tool for "gardening", remember that. Lol
ReplyDeletecool bro
DeleteEndo been cooking real hard with these mails
ReplyDeleteYou mean fax machines(cuz nigga is delivering heavy facts that I fw, left and right. Also, pun intended)
DeleteEndo been cooking real hard with these mails
ReplyDeleteFor some reason i feel bad for miyuki BUT YOU DEFINITELY DESERVED IT. YOU CHEATED, BETRAYED THE PERSON WHO LOVED YOU THE MOST. YOU MADE THE DECISION AND YOU NEED TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY
ReplyDeleteCheating was the least of her crimes ..... she framed him as an abuser almost ending his life.
DeleteYeah, ngl, I also feel somewhat bad for Miyuki, and I blame her friend for pushing her to meet with Kondo, but also at the same time, she should have been firm and said 'HELL TO THE NAW!!" and move on with her life, she let herself be carried into this mess, I don't really care about what she said about something lacking in her relationship with Aono-kun, she could have talked with Aono-kun about it instead of telling her friends (even if it was a joke) and cheating on him. So really, you reap what you sow, and I'mma tell you now, her strings are being cut.
DeleteThis girl has some serious mental problem despite being an intelligent student, Deserved
ReplyDeleteENDO DAAA GOAAAT
ReplyDeleteNo, I like this. A certain very cruel part of my rotten brain formed by my high school bullying REALLY likes this. So, if you'd just do what I said last time and push her off a cliff- No? Damn. Oh well.
ReplyDeleteOh I just realized that the "friend" who introduced her to k*ndom was probably hoe the first
ReplyDeleteShe actually matches the description
DeleteMan you right, her and miyuki both a bitch at the end of the day
DeleteENDO MAH MANNNN!!!
ReplyDeleteMiyuki now.... you should k_ill yourself NOW!
ReplyDeleteShe could whine all she wanted, but cheating is a hard red line for me. Probably due to my principles, or maybe the environment I was raised in, but cheating is something that someone has plenty of time to decide NOT to do compared to lying or breaking promise.
ReplyDeleteIn terms of simulation/RPG game, cheating is something that has a high base reluctance and other factors normally wouldn't be enough to raise the number to positive unless the base reluctance itself has been reduced by personalities of the character from the beginning.
This girl now seems so pathetic so much so that l actually feel sorry... So this are the complexities related to teenagers raging hormones plus their uncontrollable feelings... I'd like for her to get a redemption arch same with that Eri girl.... Guess this is why God said everyone deserves a second chance.... Once again, his wisdom is laid bare for all to see.... But not kondo.... Dude needs to learn that everything is not all about him
ReplyDeleteOnce a cheater, always a cheater. You guys don't learn the cold hard fact, do you?
DeleteThis girl now seems so pathetic so much so that l actually feel sorry... So this are the complexities related to teenagers raging hormones plus their uncontrollable feelings... I'd like for her to get a redemption arch same with that Eri girl.... Guess this is why God said everyone deserves a second chance.... Once again, his wisdom is laid bare for all to see.... But not kondo.... Dude needs to learn that everything is not all about him
ReplyDeleteShe almost killed him by isolating him and destroying the dude socially, getting this much punishment for cheating is too much , but for false abuse and torment she caused it is reasonable.
DeleteYes yes yes , now the only thing we need to do is burn her alive
ReplyDeleteNah I don’t feel bad at all she just left Eiji to deal with all that and now she feels bad when shes getting into some trouble smh. She deserves way worse still imo, wtf is she thinking like this wouldn’t have happened if you didn’t do cheating shit. either way she still probably a cheater at heart because of how easily she gave into temptations. She ain’t deserve no love, no wonder her mama left her. She’s just a bitch
ReplyDeleteSeeing a miyuki pov is a blessing 😂✌️
ReplyDeleteGOAT Endo strikes again
ReplyDeleteDamn. She never felt guilty abt what she did. Just trying to escape and escape....F bi*ch
ReplyDeleteDon't get me wrong I feel bad for her she can come back from cheating but the fact she framed and falsely accused Ejiji can't be forgiven you definitely got what you deserved.
ReplyDeleteI'm just reading away, until I find the chapter where they speak, and if Eichiji accidentally or purposefully mentioning he almost tried to ctrl + alt + delete himself.
DeleteEverytime she says MC name, feels like my blood boils....
ReplyDeleteAHAHAHAHAHA bitch you deserve it, too late for you to regret everything, theres only one way out of this.....
ReplyDeleteShe’s only apologetic and upset because she got caught and is reaping the consequences for not only that but also nearly destroying Eiji’s life. Pure and simple.
ReplyDeleteGoing by her warped logic she was fine to cheat on her loyal boyfriend and “enjoy her youth” all behind his back. Giving all her firsts to Kondo while her “destined” one enjoys the leftovers.
She was gambling and lost big, but she chose to double down instead and lost everything.
ReplyDeleteI legit busted out laughing when Miyuki got the pictures proving she got played. Serves her right.
ReplyDeleteyay 'm so happy right now
ReplyDeleteA vingança nunca é plena, mas as vezes vale a pena
ReplyDelete-MADRUGA, SEU
Mano!!! O Endo tá como?
DeleteEndo:🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥✍🏾💀
The worst thing is that on one hand she was manipulated, however it was her choice to go ahead with everything, there is no forgiveness for what she did and she will pay for her sins.
ReplyDeleteHer tears taste so sweet.
ReplyDeletegood bad karma is really coming now
ReplyDeleteMiyuki is very selfish lmao
ReplyDeleteshe can be describe in 1 word : BITCH
ReplyDeleteKondo presented himself, she CHOSE to cheat on Eiji. she wanted to play with fire behind him. no mercy
ReplyDeleteIts hilarious that we all here celebrating a bish crashout in life hahahaha
ReplyDeleteDamn, Miyuki really behaves like an ordinary woman during these times. "It Would be a Waste not to have fun While I was Young", while betraying and hurting her partner multiple times.
ReplyDeletethe inner monologue of Miyuki is actually dangerous and hypocritical, such a narcissist to think all will be fine, and although i enjoy her downfall, i wouldn't wish death to another human, except PDFiles, Himmel would've done the same
ReplyDeleteShe deserves even more suffering I hope she suffers until the day she dies
ReplyDeleteImagine author make her regressed to past since her monologue is just like regressor manhwa mc’s monologue….but then she ended up the same ending since albert einstein once said, “ once a whore always a whore”…ABSOLUTE CINEMA
ReplyDeleteDude didn't knew Einstein had a based theory about the whoreniverse.
DeleteWould be cool to see some short alternate time lines. One where she breaks up with mc after kondo kisses her, one where she doesn't cheat, and the ultimately sad one that breaks her where no one is on the roof to stop MC.
ReplyDeleteSYBAU
DeleteLegal seria ela regredir ao passado e la os papéis serem trocados
ReplyDeleteThis whore has the mental capacity of a fish, she must be missing a piece of her brain
ReplyDeleteThat bitch's thoughts are so stupid...
ReplyDelete