Chapter 5: Screwdriver and Bourbon
#25HitoWoShinjirarenaiScrewdriver and Bourbon
As always, I head to the office and go about my work like any other day.
The only difference is that Manager Machida went out of his way to approach me and, for some reason, muttered something incomprehensible like, āHihii, thatās just fine.ā
That alone was enough to make my coworkers and even my superiors look at me differently, shocked that I apparently had some kind of connection with Manager Machida.
Since then, theyāve been talking to me more often than before.
I never realized just how much influence Manager Machida holds within the company.
For our next date, I played it safe and suggested a movie.
She said she wanted to watch a romance film, so here we are. But to be honest, I donāt find it remotely entertaining.
If I had a choice, Iād be watching an action movie.
As I sit there stifling a yawn, I suddenly feel Miyuki-sanās hesitant hand reaching for mine from the side.
Even though I know Iām being deceived, the warmth of a girlās soft hand makes it hard to resist.
I gently take her hand in mine, but since weāre already doing this, I take it a step further and lace our fingers together in a proper loversā hold.
As expected, her hand is small and delicateāand today, it isnāt damp with nervous sweat.
And then, unbelievably, Miyuki-san guides our intertwined hands onto her thigh.
The warmth and supple softness of it sink into my palm.
āHuh?ā I let out a quiet sound of surprise, instinctively turning to look at her. I mean, come onāanyone would.
But Miyuki-san has her face turned downward, so I canāt see her expression.
She was the one who insisted on a romance movie, yet she hasnāt been paying attention to it at all.
By the time we step out of the theater, the sun has already dipped low in the sky.
Since Miyuki-san had something going on in the morning, todayās date started in the afternoon.
Our faces are probably as red as the sunsetānot because of the film, but because we still havenāt let go of each otherās hands.
I suppose I could let go, but Miyuki-san isnāt making any move to pull away, so out of sheer stubbornness, neither will I.
Somehow, it feels like Iād be admitting defeat if I were the one to break the hold.
As we walk hand in hand, I ask, āWhat do you want to do next?ā
āHehe, I think Iād like a drink.ā
She answers in a tone far too cutesy for her usual self.
With our fingers still entwined and that kind of voice, it really does feel like weāre a real couple.
This is dangerous.
We find a quiet izakaya with private booths and toast with a round of beer, drinking to a good evening.
āMiyuki-san, what would you like to order?ā
āHmmā¦ anything is fine.ā
āAlright then, Iāll go with the chefās recommendation.ā
āAnd after beer, whatās your next drink?ā
āIām not a strong drinkerā¦ but since weāre here, Iāll have an Italian Screwdriver.ā
Oh? Sheās ordering a Screwdriver?
That cocktail has a high aš¬cohol content and is infamous as a lady-killer. A drink meant for that kind of situation.
So, sheās planning to pretend to be drunk and seduce me, huh?
āIāll go with a double bourbon,ā I say.
āOh? So you like bourbon?ā
Donāt say it like thatāit makes me sound cooler than I actually am. I just wanted to act tough.
We chat about work, discuss the food as it arrives, and overall, it turns out to be a decent evening.
And then, I decide to bring up something thatās been on my mind.
āI saw something in the paper about embezzlement. Makes me wonder if our company is safe. Since youāre in accounting, Miyuki-san, do you hear anything about that kind of stuff?ā
āHuh? Embezzlement? As far as I know, nothing like that is happening. You sure have some strange worries.ā
Hmm. Her tone and expression donāt show a hint of guilt. If she were skimming money off the company, sheās either an expert at hiding it or completely innocent.
My ability to read lies isnāt exactly foolproof, but I donāt think sheās being blackmailed over some hidden fraud.
āYou still call me Miyuki-san no matter how much time passes. Itās a little lonely, you know.ā
What does she mean, no matter how much time passes? This is only our second date.
For someone who claimed she wasnāt a strong drinker, sheās already downed five Italian Screwdrivers.
I had noticed she kept ordering them, but judging by her flushed face, sheās completely wasted.
Her eyes are hazy, unfocused.
āCome onā¦ call me by my name without the honorific.ā
Thatās the loudest sheās spoken all night.
So, sheās the type to get loud when drunk.
āHaaā¦ do I have to?ā
āMmmā¦ you have to.ā
Was that a weird little noise just now?
āAlright, alright. Miyuki, youāre cute. Happy now?ā
I must be drunk tooāthose words just slipped right out.
This was supposed to be a fake date, yet Iāve also been downing bourbon after bourbon, trying to keep up with her.
āFwahā¦ that made my heart skip a beat. That was unfair, saying something like that out of nowhere.ā
Weāre both well past tipsy by now, so we decide to call it a night.
When I go to pay, Miyuki insists on splitting the bill, pulling out a ten-thousand-yen note.
Even when I offer to cover it, sheās too drunk and stubborn to back down.
To avoid making a scene and annoying the staff, I finally give in and settle it by letting her treat me next time.
Haaā¦ dealing with a drunk woman is exhausting.
This is exactly why I always leave company drinking parties after the first round and never accept invitations from bosses or coworkers.
As we step onto the street, Miyuki naturally loops her arm around mine.
Whoa, her chest is pressing right up against me.
Just as Iām wondering what sheās up to, I realizeāsheās leading us toward the hotel district.
Itās only our second date, yet sheās already trying to make this real.
Even if this matchmaking is just a sham, I know there are certainā¦ expectations. But on a second date? Thatās way too soon.
My heart just isnāt ready for this.
āMiyuki, youāre completely wasted. Iāll take you home.ā
āHehe, you called me Miyuki. Just like a real couple.ā
At this point, she isnāt just linking arms with meāsheās clinging to me just to stay on her feet.
āWhere do you live, Miyuki?ā
āFwaaā¦ My secret is about to be exposedā¦ You really wanna know?ā
āCome on, quit messing around and just tell me already.ā
She leans in close, whispering her address directly into my ear.
Ugh, what a pain. This is exactly why I canāt stand dealing with drunk people.
We take the train, then grab a taxi from the station to her place.
The ride isnāt long, so the fare isnāt too bad.
Miyukiās house is in an old part of town, a worn-down building thatās clearly seen better days.
Itās tiny, and the only way in is through a narrow alleyāthereās no way a car could fit through.
Sheās still clinging to me as we walk, and if I werenāt holding her up, sheād probably collapse right here in the street.
Her waist is so slender, it feels like she might break if Iām not careful.
When we finally reach her home, she fumbles with her keys, too drunk to unlock the door properly.
āMiyuki, let me try.ā
The moment I speak, the front door swings open from the inside.
Standing there is an elderly womanāclearly, Miyukiās grandmother.
Shit.
I shouldāve just left before the door opened. Meeting family members in a situation like this is not ideal.
But itās too late now.
With no other choice, I greet the old woman and apologize, āIām sorry for letting Miyuki drink so much.ā
āAh, there it is againāMiyuki-san. Just call me Miyuki.ā
āOh my, thank you for escorting my drunken granddaughter home. Itās not much, but please, come inside.ā
āItās a dump, but come on in. Youāre the first man Iāve ever brought home, you know.ā
I donāt really care what drunk Miyuki has to say, but I do care about the grandmother. When an elderly woman smiles at you and invites you in, you canāt exactly refuse.
My own grandmother is gone now, and thereās a debt of gratitude I never got to repay.
So, when it comes to grandmothersāeven if theyāre strangersāI just canāt bring myself to be cold.
āSorry for the intrusion.ā
āSuch a polite young man. Thatās good.ā
Miyuki, please shut up already.
āHehe, Miyuki-chan is in quite the good mood tonight.ā
āHaha, you can tell?ā
We sit in a small, cozy living room, and the grandmother kindly makes me some hot tea. Meanwhile, Miyuki has already passed out, mumbling to herself, āIām glad heās a good personā¦ā
āLately, sheās been looking so down. But tonight, she seemed truly happy. Itās such a relief. Iām sure her parents, wherever they are, must be at ease knowing sheās found someone kind.ā
Damn. Sheās smiling, but her words feel like a trap.
She has no idea her granddaughter is planning to have an affair, then squeeze me for every last yen in divorce compensation.
If Miyuki has a grandmother like thisā¦ I canāt go through with my plan.
Thereās no way I could ever make this old woman cry.
Since itās already late, I decide to leave before I get any more involved. I politely refuse the grandmotherās offer to stay longer and head home.