Chapter 41 My Student's Growth and Effort
My Studentâs Growth and Effort
âWait a moment before sitting down.â
Kanade said this, pulling a leisure sheet from her bag and spreading it out on the grass.
She placed her bag and other items at the corners of the sheet, preventing it from being blown away by the wind.
Her quick and efficient preparation was typical of Kanade.
Watching her work, her skillfulness made me smile unconsciously.
Today wasnât entirely my plan.
It was Kanade who thought about it, prepared for it, and made it happenâjust for me.
Seeing her dedication warmed my heart.
This⊠being doted on like this⊠it really feels like happiness.
I must have been lost in admiration because I didnât even notice when Kanade had finished and was now standing right in front of me.
âAriga-cchi, whatâs wrong?â
âN-no⊠itâs nothing. I was just spacing out for a bit.â
âHeh, I thought you were mesmerized by me. I mean, Iâm cute, arenât I?â
âDonât say that about yourself. Youâre more of a beauty, Kanade.â
âJeez⊠hearing it so directly is embarrassing.â
She scratched her cheek, her face turning red with a hint of shyness.
To cover her bashfulness, she grabbed my hand, made me sit down, and quickly began preparing the lunch.
When she acts like this, it embarrasses me, too.
Even when we find a rhythm, itâs disrupted again⊠It felt like the day kept repeating that way.
As I reached out to help with the lunch, my hand brushed against Kanadeâs, and we both froze, letting out a surprised âAhâ at the same time.
ââŠHey, Ariga-chi.â
ââŠWhat is it?â
ââŠWhy do you compliment me so much now? Like, about my appearance⊠and other things.â
âDo I? I didnât think Iâd changed much, butâŠâ
âBut?â
âIf I have changed, itâs probably because I can be more honest now. Before, I used to hold back my words.â
Back when I was married, my ex-wife was incredibly jealous.
For example, she would gush about idols or actors, saying, âTheyâre so cool! So dreamy!!â but if I said something similar about an actress, sheâd glare at me like a demon.
It was as if she was saying, âYouâre not allowed to look at anyone but me!â
If this were an anime or manga, it might be classified as tsundere, and weâd call it âmoe.â
But in real life, it was just emotionally unstable and unpredictable⊠Above all, it planted a fear in me, fearing when sheâd throw a tantrum.
So, I naturally stopped expressing myself. I would only say things to please her.
Kanade wouldnât know any of this, so of course, sheâd wonder what had changed.
Back in high school and even when I first entered college, when sheâd ask me, âWhat do you think?â Iâd always dodge the question.
âLooking back now, I realize I was curt and rude, wasnât I?â
âReally? I think I was the one who was worse, though.â
âYou think so?â
âYeah. I mean, you were married, and yet I kept pestering you, making things awkward.â
ââŠSo you were aware that you were troubling me.â
âOf course! But I thought the only way to get my feelings across, no matter how selfish, was to keep saying it.â
âKanadeâŠâ
âSo, Ariga-cchi, thereâs no need for you to dwell on it! Back then, it was my fault! End of story!â
She ended the conversation forcefully, flashing me a big grin.
That smile cleared away my lingering dark thoughts, and I felt as light and clear as the sky above.
âThank you.â
âNo problem, no problem! More importantly, letâs eat already. I made a healthy lunch this time~!â
With that, Kanade opened the lunchbox.
Inside was a vibrant, healthy-looking meal.
At first glance, the contents were balanced with meat and vegetables, and the carrots were even shaped like flowers, showing her attention to detail.
The colors of the vegetable terrine were stunning, with red, yellow, and green, making it a treat just to look at.
âAs expected of Kanade. It looks deliciousâŠâ
âEhehe.â
Kanade is the eldest daughter of a traditional Japanese restaurant family.
Knowing this, I refrained from saying, âAs expected of the Amamiya family.â
This was her effort, not something she did simply because of her familyâI understood that well.
She must have appreciated my thoughtfulness.
Smiling happily, Kanade leaned her shoulder against mine.
I took a bite of the food and chewed.
âDeliciousâŠâ
The words slipped out naturally.
In response, Kanade murmured softly, âThank youâŠâ
Her expression didnât change much, but her cheeks were faintly flushed.
âIâve lost⊠This is a complete defeat.â
At my words, Kanade puffed out her chest proudly, a triumphant look on her face.
Iâve been doing household chores for a long time, and honestly, Iâm confident in my cooking.
So I secretly thought I wouldnât lose.
But today, that confidence was thoroughly shattered.
âŠSheâs incredibly talented.
Itâs so good that itâs hard to find the right wordsâŠ
Kanadeâs lunch was far beyond anything I could match. Each bite made me savor it more, as if melting away the fatigue from work.
There was even dessert at the end, making the aftercare perfect⊠truly flawless.
At that point, there wasnât a trace of frustration leftâjust pure admiration.
It was almost refreshingâŠ
After finishing my meal, I set down my chopsticks and bowed my head with a deliberate motion.
It was a gesture akin to surrender.
âHehe. What are you doing, Ariga-cchi~?â
âThank you for the meal. Your skill is truly exceptionalâŠâ
âYouâre welcome~ Iâm glad you enjoyed it!â
With a bright smile on her face, she seemed somewhat relieved, her expression softening.
Then, she began tidying up the bento box.
Wait, are you just going to ignore my surrender pose�
âKanade, youâve seriously gotten so good at cooking⊠I couldnât stop eating. Even though I ate a lot, I still feel like I could eat more.â
âOh, come on~ Youâre exaggerating.â
âNot at all. I could honestly eat this every single day.â
âEh? W-What did you just sayâŠ?â
âI said I could eat this every single day. Was that strange?â
âN-No, not strange at all!!â
She replied quickly, covering her cheeks, fidgeting nervously.
She started muttering to herself, saying things like âWhat should I do?â âI need to prepare myself~,â and finally, âConquering his stomach was the right move!â nodding to herself.
The rapid changes in her facial expressions were so entertaining that I couldnât help but give a wry smile.
But then, with a small âAhâŠâ as if sheâd realized something, her smile vanished instantly.
In the end, she pursed her lips and looked rather displeased.
It was hard to believe she had been so cheerful moments agoânow, she seemed genuinely annoyed.
âDid something happen?â
âNot really~. I just thought I shouldnât get too excited and end up in despair later. Gotta stay on my toes until the very end!â
âI was being completely serious, though.â
âEh⊠Hearing it like that just makes me expect more~!â
âHaha.â
âHey! Donât laugh it off!â
âUgh!â Kanade puffed out her cheeks and started shaking me.
Though her expression and gestures seemed angry, her eyes were smiling mischievously, making it feel playful.
I calmed her down by placing my hand on her head and lightly patting it. In response, Kanade narrowed her eyes happily.
âAnyway, the fact remainsâit was delicious. Easily the best meal Iâve ever had.â
âHehe~ Thanks for the kind words. All that practice really paid off!â
âI see. Youâre quite the hard worker, Kanade.â
âWell, sorta. I mean⊠My mom did teach me, after all.â
âOh⊠really?â
âYeah. I mean, it would be a waste, right? Having a professional so close and not learning from her?â
âYouâve really grown, Kanade.â
âHehe~ You can praise me more, you know~.â
When I patted Kanadeâs head again, she playfully nuzzled against me, her face relaxing into a soft smile.
Feeling an overwhelming affection for her, I continued patting her until she shifted her posture.
Sheâs come so farâapproaching me of her own accord like this. She used to be so against it.
Kanadeâs family runs a traditional high-class restaurant.
So, being the successor caused a lot of issues in the pastâŠ
But now, everything seems fine.
People really do grow.
She used to resent cooking, and now sheâs reached this level of skill⊠It almost makes me want to cry.
Am I getting more emotional these days�
As I tried to discreetly rub my eyes to hide my tears, I felt a gaze on me.
Nervously, I glanced at Kanade, only to find her staring at me intently from close range.
ââŠWhat is it?â
âUm⊠Are you crying? Your eyes are super watery! A-Are you okay?â
She looked genuinely worried as she peered into my face.
But there was no way I could admit, âIâm just moved by how much youâve grown!ââit was too embarrassing. So, I simply gave her an awkward smile and left it at that.