Chapter 15 A Drinking Party with Colleagues and a Former Student (3)
#Youthful RestartA Drinking Party with Colleagues and a Former Student (3)
âAbout an hour had passed since the drinking party began.
It was the time when the alcohol was flowing, and people were becoming more talkative.
When the topic of my divorce came up, I spoke honestly about the situation.
And with that, the drinks continued to flowâ
âIâve decided, Shintaro!! Iâm gonna crush the enemy who made you cry~!!â
âFor once, I agree~. Iâm pretty good at cleaning up messes, you know~? Hehe⌠trash like your wife shouldnât exist in society, right? Right, Shin-chanâŚ?â
âWait, Shin-chan? Sahara-san, your tone is slipping. And you two, itâs fineâyour feelings are enough, okay?â
âWhat are you saying, Shintaro!! A manâs enemies must be punished! Loose women must be eradicated!!â
âFufufuâŚâ
And just like that, Sahara-san and Atsushi had gone completely off the rails.
It seemed like their usual workplace stress had added fuel to the fire, and now their words were growing more and more extreme.
Atsushi had downed several drinks, while Sahara-san hadnât even finished one, yet here we were.
I appreciated their anger on my behalf, but their slurred speech was starting to worry me.
When I glanced at Kanade, she wore the same awkward smile, as if thinking the same thing.
âOh dear~, theyâre completely wasted~.â
âYeah. But I didnât expect both of them to be this weak with alcohol.â
âHaha⌠Iâm surprised too. But hey, at least we got to see a new side of them.â
âA new sideâŚ? Wonât they just regret this later as an embarrassing memory?â
âWell, thatâs just how drinking parties go! Sometimes people need to mess up to realize things about themselves. Ah, but Ariga-cchi and I have to pace ourselves, or it wonât be funny if we all pass out.â
âHaha, youâre always so considerate, Kanade.â
âYou can compliment me more, you know~?â
âAlright, alright. Good girl.â
She held her head out for me to pat, and I complied, ruffling her hair lightly.
âEhehe~.â
She giggled happily and then snuggled up right next to me.
It might have been the alcohol, but the distance between us felt unusually close.
I felt a gaze and turned my head, only to see Kanade grinning at me.
âHey, Ariga-cchi, did you know?â
âKnow what?â
âWhen people are drunk, they tend to become more talkative and say what theyâre really thinking. Things they usually canât say out loud.â
âIs that soâŚ? Well, itâs kind of embarrassing seeing them so genuinely angry on my behalfâŚâ
âFufu, youâre lucky to have such good friends~.â
âFriendsâŚfriends, huh. Yeah, I guess youâre right.â
ââŚ?â
âDo I have friends?
If someone asked me that, I wouldnât be able to answer right away.
I have coworkers and juniors I get along with, but calling them âfriendsâ feels a bit off.
As an adult, it feels like the word âfriendsâ gets replaced by âcolleaguesâ or âcompanions.â
The rest are people with shared hobbies or interests.
Thatâs why I think the term âfriendsâ is something that naturally comes from being a student.
I used to have friends too.
Friends I was close to in high school. People I talked to a lot at the beginning of collegeâŚ
But now, Iâve lost touch with all of them.
Itâs fair to say that itâs my fault things turned out this way.
I was a mess back thenâŚ
âWhich is more important, your girlfriend or your friends!?â
âThatâsâŚâ
Faced with that sudden question, I couldnât come up with a good answer and fell silent.
And then, the words she said to meâŚ
âYou canât even answer right away⌠Iâm done!! I guess Iâm worthless to you!!! Iâll just disappear!!â
She burst into tears, throwing a tantrum.
Back then, I had no idea what to do, and I was panicking.
No matter what I said, she wouldnât listenâshe just kept crying.
And in the heavy atmosphere that made it feel like she might actually follow through on her words⌠I got completely swallowed up.
After that, things only got worse, and I ended up complying with her every demand.
Or rather, I was forced to comply.
At least, thatâs how it feels now when I look back on it.
âŚWhy am I thinking about this now?
Because of all that, my ex-wife deleted all my friends' contacts from my phone.
Of course, she also forbade me from using social media.
âŚHaah, itâs honestly just awful.
As I sighed deeply, a bright voice cut through the darkness. âFrom now on, letâs do our best!â
Her cheerful expression seemed to blow away my gloomy thoughts, and I couldnât help but smile.
Suddenly, Atsushi threw an arm around my shoulders.
At the same time, Sahara-san slammed her glass onto the table in front of her.
âShintaroâ? Listen carefully~.â
âOkay, okay. Here, Atsushi. Drink some water.â
âHaha, youâre so kind~. A man whoâs this considerate is just amazing!!â
He laughed grandly, âGahaha,â giving me a hearty slap on the back.
He was so drunk he didnât realize how hard he was hitting meâit really hurtâŚ
âWomen like that think the world revolves around them. Be careful, Shintaro!â
âThatâs right, Shin-chan! She might show up out of nowhere and say, âThis is my house!â or something.â
âExactly! From what Iâve heard, she seems to have quite a fairytale-like mindset, so sheâll definitely do something unexpected!â
âUgh, just thinking about it makes me mad againâŚâ
âWell, thanks, both of you. But still, I have my own share of responsibility, so I canât justââ
ââNo, no, no! You did nothing wrong!!ââ
âO-okayâŚâ
Their overly passionate responses made me hesitate.
âŚSomeone, please stop these two drunkards.
But my plea was ignored, and Kanade seemed to be enjoying the situation with a bright smile.
âIf she doesnât want you, then Iâll take you, Shin-chan~.â
âI, I want him as a wife too~! Make me food~âŚâ
âNo, I wonât lose! Shin-chan will cook for meâŚ!â
ââGrr!âŚââ
After their outbursts, both of them crashed, fast asleep.
Their sleeping faces looked so innocent, it was kind of endearing.
I felt such a scene was heartwarming.
Honestly, theyâre such a lively pair.
âIn a way, theyâre perfectly in syncâŚâ
âAhaha! Maybe so! Or rather, Ariga-cchi, youâre quite popular~.â
âWhat theyâre saying makes it sound like they want a housekeeper though.â
âTrue! Hmm, if youâre tired, you can take a nap, Ariga-cchi. Iâll wake you when itâs time to go.â
âNo, Iâm fine. I kind of want to enjoy this vibe a little longer.â
âI see⌠Hehe, youâre experiencing youth, Ariga-cchi~.â
âUh⌠is this what youth is?â
âFufu, who knows?â
Her meaningful smile lingered.
I donât understand what that smile means.
But still⌠this isnât bad.
Nights like thisâ
Carefree, full of laughter, with nothing weighing us downâ
I tilted my glass back and took another sip.