Chapter 48 A Morning with Airi
#Ore ni Tsumetai TsumaA Morning with Airi
Beep⦠beepā¦
My alarm clock went off.
I opened my eyes slightly and looked at the time. It was a little after five in the morning.
It was too early, so I was about to go back to sleep when something moved next to me.
āā¦Nnā¦Nn⦠Is it morning alreadyā¦?ā
Rubbing my eyes, I looked out from under the blanket and there was Airi, completely nš¬ked.
āA-Airiā¦? W-why are you nš¬kedā¦?ā
By the way, just to be clear, Airi and I havenāt had sš¬x yet.
After that intense kiss, I felt myself getting sleepy from exhaustion. When I said I wanted to sleep, Airi said she wanted to sleep with me too, and I couldnāt refuse, so we finally went to bed together.
Iām sure Airi was wearing clothes then, so why is she nš¬ked now?
āHmm⦠I usually sleep completely nš¬ked, you know? Whatās the matter? Are you getting excited andā¦.ā
āN-no⦠I thought you were pretty, but Iām not that excitedā¦.ā
Iām not a kid, so seeing someone nš¬ked isnāt enough to get me excited.
But itās true that sheās beautiful, so I said what I thought.
āOr rather, is it okay for me to see you nš¬kedā¦?ā
āUhā¦? Oh, I see⦠I havenāt really told you how I feel, have I? Well, Ucchi⦠No, Ma-kun, I really like you, you know?ā
āā¦!ā
I had a vague feeling about it, but hearing such a direct confession is still embarrassing.
And the way she calls me has changed from āUcchiā to āMa-kunā.
Somehow that makes me a little happy.
āIf I didnāt like you, I wouldnāt show my nš¬ked body to someone I donāt even like, and I definitely wouldnāt kiss you, right?ā
āY-youāre absolutely rightā¦.ā
I was convinced by her very reasonable statement.
In fact, if you think about it, itās exactly right. I guess thatās why Iāve been noticing her feelings lately.
āBy the way, Ma-kun, how about you? Do you like me?ā
When I heard Airi ask me that, I started to think about my own feelings.
Itās true that Airi is cute, and we get along well. Iām sure it would be fun if we dated.
Recently, for some reason, Iāve been following everything Airi says without question, and Iāve even accepted her kisses.
But to be honest, I donāt know if I like her.
Besides, I just got divorced, so I canāt just jump into another relationship right away.
So I decided to express my feelings honestly.
āā¦Iām sorry; honestly, I donāt know. I like Airi, but I canāt tell if itās a romantic feeling or a feeling of friendship. But Iām happy when Iām with Airi, and for some reason, I want to accept everything you say without question. ā
āMa-kunā¦.ā
āIām sorry, Iām an idiot. But itās true that I want to continue being with Airi.ā
āNo, itās okay. You donāt have to rush to give me an answer. Iāll wait as long as it takes. Iām sorry that I didnāt consider your feelings as well. Thatās right⦠You just got divorced, so itās hard to start dating right away.ā
āUh-uhā¦.ā
Iām speechless when Airi sees through my feelings.
Airi strokes my head and smiles.
āItās okay; I know you better than anyone else. So donāt force yourself to answer, okay?ā
āY-yeahā¦.ā
Somehow, Airiās words feel like theyāre touching my heart warmly and gently.
I realize that she really likes me, and Iām really happy.
āThank you, Airi⦠I feel that you understand me very well.ā
āAhaha⦠Of course I do! Iām your best friend. I understand you better than anyone else, and I love you more than anyone else. So, promise me? You wonāt do these things to another girl?ā
āWhat kind of thingsā¦?ā
āCuddling, kissing⦠and of course more than that.ā
Staring into my eyes, Airi whispered.
Was it jealousy or possessiveness? I couldnāt tell at the moment.
But since she said it, I understood for some reason that it was right to just obey.
āAll right, Iāll do as you say.ā
āFufufu, good, good.ā
When I nodded, Airi smiled and stroked my head again.
It felt so good, and somehow it was soothing.
āItās a bit early for work, so⦠Shall we kiss again?ā
āW-Whatā¦? T-Thatāsā¦.ā
I really enjoy kissing her. It feels so good.
When Rina kissed me, I felt so disgusted, but with Airi, I wanted to do it as much as possible.
But is that really okay?
Even though we did it once, weāre not even lovers yet, so asking for a kissā¦.
As if she had read my thoughts, Airi chuckled softly and said.
āItās okay to follow your honest feelings. Weāve done it once, so itās the same thing twice or three times.ā
āI-is that⦠so?ā
āOr⦠do you not want to do it with me anymore?ā
āN-no wayā¦! I want to do it with you as much as possibleā¦.ā
I accidentally blurted out my true feelings and quickly covered my mouth, but it was too late.
When she heard me say that I wanted to do it again, Airi smiled and whispered in my ear.
āFufufu, okayā¦? Letās do it a lotā¦?ā
āW-wait, Airiā¦.ā
āHere, close your⦠eyes?ā
āY-yeahā¦.ā
Chuuā¦
I accepted Airiās kiss again.
As always, her kiss felt heavenly, and I surrendered to it completely.
I gave in to my desire and enjoyed kissing Airi until it was time to wake up.