Chapter 6: Our First Christmas

Our First Christmas

The day after the Christmas party.

Kouta-kun came to my house again a little after noon.

My heart had been pounding since the moment I woke up.

Because today was the first time Kouta-kun and I were going to… well, do it.

Since morning, I’d taken a shower, washed my body thoroughly, and even used my mom’s expensive conditioner—the one that makes your hair silky smooth.

Even then, I kept panicking, wondering if I’d forgotten something, or if there was still more I could do, and before I knew it, it was already time for Kouta-kun to arrive.

“Here, I brought you something.”

As he said that, Kouta-kun handed me some pudding from a nearby sweets shop.

I’d told Kouta-kun a long time ago that I really liked this pudding, but I never imagined he’d remember. That made me twice as happy.

I really do love Kouta-kun!

I’m so lucky to be the girl who gets to date him!

Humming happily, I led him to my room, then had him wait a moment while I went to the kitchen to prepare some tea.

After that, we enjoyed the pudding together and played some games.

All the while, even as we played, I was secretly wondering when we’d… you know…

“Phew… Want to take a little break?”

After playing games for a while, Kouta-kun leaned back against the bed and said that.

Then he beckoned me over, saying, “Come here, Yayoi,” so I quietly slid next to him and sat down.

He wrapped an arm around my shoulder and gently pulled my face toward his.

(Ah… he’s going to kiss me.)

That thought alone made my heart pound even louder, and I could feel my face turning bright red.

Smooch

The first kiss was soft—just barely brushing against me.

That happened a few times, and then it turned into a longer kiss—deep enough that I could feel the softness of his lips.

Then his warm tongue slipped into my mouth, completely shattering my self-control.

(I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you! I love you so much, Kouta-kun!!!)

My head was overflowing with nothing but thoughts of Kouta-kun.

I couldn’t think about anything else.

As I kept thinking of him—just him—I suddenly felt a hand on my chest.

Ah… Kouta-kun is touching my br🬀asts.

Of course, this was the first time anyone had ever touched them.

But the moment I realized it was his hand, a tingling wave of pleasure surged through my body.

What is this? What is this…?

I don’t know.

I’ve never felt anything like this before!

At first, he touched me over my clothes, but before I knew it, his hand had slipped underneath.

No…

If he goes any further, I’ll fall apart. I won’t be able to take it.

And then, Kouta-kun and I became one.

Now we’re lying n🬀ked together in my bed.

I was floating with happiness, body and soul united with Kouta-kun… but one little doubt crept in.

(Wasn’t Kouta-kun a bit too good at this? He put on the co🬀🬀om so smoothly…)

As that thought crossed my mind, a sudden wave of anxiety came over me.

Maybe I wasn’t his first…

Just moments ago, I’d been wrapped in happiness, but now tears welled up in my eyes.

“H-Hey, what’s wrong?”

Kouta-kun asked in a panic, seeing my tears.

“Y-You were so good, Kouta-kun… I thought maybe I wasn’t your first… and that made me really sad…”

When I told him why I was crying, he gently patted my head and said, “You dummy…”

“You were my first too, Yayoi. But I’m a guy, you know? I wanted to take the lead and make it good for you. Inside, I was freaking out hoping I wasn’t messing up.”

Hearing him say that so shyly made me so happy, I hugged him tightly and said, “I love you, Kouta-kun.”

Wait a sec!

Isn’t my boyfriend way too amazing?

How could anyone be luckier than me, being the girl he’s with?

He told me he watched a bunch of AVs and looked up stuff online, even did mental run-throughs, just to make sure he got it right.

He even practiced putting on co🬀🬀oms so he could do it smoothly.

Just imagining that made me laugh a little, but thinking he’d prepared so much just for our first time made me really happy again.

But still…

“I don’t really like the idea of you watching AVs. If you ever get turned on, I’ll do my best. So don’t hold back—just let me know, okay?”

“Y-Yeah. Thanks, Yayoi. We’re gonna be doing this a lot from now on, so be ready!”

With that, Kouta-kun leaned over me, and I let out a playful little “Kyaa~!” as we started messing around again—and before I knew it, we were doing it all over again.

It hurt a little at first, but I think the second time went a bit better?

I wonder what it’ll feel like when it really starts feeling good…

I was a little scared—but honestly, I couldn’t wait for that day to come.