Chapter 12 Deepening Friendship
#Sareta OtokoDeepening Friendship
Why I was so adamant about leaving my hometown and going to college outside the prefecture was because I had too many memories of Chika in my hometown.
Even my room was filled with memories of spending time with her.
So when the idea of going to college outside the prefecture came up in conversation with my sister, it sounded very appealing that I wanted to leave my hometown very soon.
In other words, I wanted to reset my memories of Chika.
Well, after I actually moved out of my hometown and started living alone, I realized that itās not so easy to forget her.
I canāt help but think of her every time something happens.
Well, weāve been dating for five years, you know.
Sheās the girl Iāve always liked.
Chika can be tough, but I liked her because sheās reliable, responsible, and straightforward.
I was always a bit reserved around other people, so I respected Chika for being so confident and saying what she thought even though she was a girl, and it was fun to be with her.
She always got angry with me, but I was happy about that too.
Isnāt that true?
Isnāt there something like that for men?
Iām happy when the girl I like pays attention to me.
Of course, we were lovers, so I got a lot of attention from her, but I liked it when she got angry with me too.
Before we started dating, I thought she was a fussy, annoying woman, but when I fell in love with her, I was happy with her fussy nature.
But that gradually disappeared, and before I knew it, I was in this state.
Maybe it was a bad idea to concentrate on Kendo all the time.
Well, thereās no point in worrying about it now.
I thought a lot about why Chika went to another man, but in the end, I couldnāt really figure it out.
Now that weāve gone our separate ways, I have to move on.
By the end of April, Iād made a lot of friends at the university besides Mizunami-san.
There were a lot of people I often saw in the same classes, and they often talked to me.
Since Mizunami-san and I were always together, people would ask me things like, āAre you two dating?ā
That was a regular conversation starter.
Of course, we werenāt dating, so weād deny it and say, āNo, no, weāre just friends.ā
But the conversation continued, and when I mentioned that āwe were from completely different places but happened to be sitting next to each other at the entrance ceremony,ā she added that āwe were from outside the prefecture and were both in the elementary teacher program.ā We started as acquaintances and later became friends, attending classes and having lunch together. We exchanged contact information, a typical way for college students to expand their friendships. Gradually, I got used to things other than studying and enjoyed a full university life.
But even though I made more friends, Mizunami-san is a little different from me.
I donāt know how to put it, but I feel like I have a special relationship with her, like I have a crush on her, or I respect her, or I feel like āI donāt want her to hate meā or āIām happy when she laughs at my storiesā.
I donāt think itās the same as romantic feelings, but itās more like a sympathetic friend or peer.
I think itās because weāve been friends since the entrance ceremony, and we get along well.
Mizunami-san invited me to her house for the first time during Golden Week.
It all started when we were having lunch at the university cafeteria just before Golden Week, and we started talking about soba noodles.
My hometown is pretty famous for soba noodles, and Mizunami-sanās hometown is the same, so we started talking about how soba noodles arenāt tasty here, and when I said that in my hometown they are thinner and the broth is stronger, she told me, āIn my hometown we eat them with grated daikon radish, but they are more chewy.ā Then I casually said, āHeeh, that sounds delicious,ā and she suddenly said, āIf thatās the case, Iāll make it! I really want Sakamoto-kun to try Echizen Soba!ā As if a switch had been turned on, she asked me to go to her house. She said she would make some soba noodles and treat me to them.
I donāt know how to put this, but itās typical of Mizunami-san. We are both from the countryside, so I can understand why she is so wary of strangers, but when she feels a sense of camaraderie, she gets very forward with them.
Iāve found a friend!
You understand how I feel!
Un un! I get it, I get it!
Something like that?
But at first, I thought it would be best for a guy like me to be reluctant to go into a girlās room by myself, so I was careful, asking, āShall I stay in your room alone?ā and āShould we invite some other friends?ā but she said, āI have cooking utensils and stuff in my room, so donāt be shy,ā so I took her up on her offer and went in by myself.
Itās been a long time since Iāve been in a girlās room by myself.
I havenāt even been in Chikaās room since I was in my third year of high school.
Mizunami-san is just a friend I respect, and I donāt have any romantic feelings for her, but I canāt help but be aware of her, right?
After all, Iām a boy too.
Fufufu.