Chapter 195 Miyuki

Miyuki

Miyuki’s PoV

I’m home alone as usual.

My mother is in the hospital, so I’m the only one at home. The most mentally painful time is the silence.

Normally I would watch TV or video sites to drown my loneliness, but now I don’t feel like it. Even if I turn on the TV, the issue of bullying in schools is still widely reported.

It seems that the members of the soccer team, who were the masterminds of the bullying, were caught in an attempted assault to silence the female students who should know the details of the situation. In the press, the case of the son of an influential local figure is reported as a major scandal in connection with the case of Kondo-senpai’s father.

[A despicable son who took advantage of his influential father’s fame and treated the members of the soccer club like his henchmen, falsely accused an innocent student, slandered him, and bullied him.]

[Kondo’s son is really sc🬀🬀bag… It can’t be helped since they are the henchmen who followed such sc🬀🬀bag.]

[There are definitely some extra crimes in this case, aren’t there?]

The SNS were also abuzz with efforts to track down the masterminds behind the bullying.

There was also activity on the SNS accounts of students at the school.

Apparently, the literature club to which Eiji belonged was also a perpetrator of the bullying, and rumors spread that the manager of the club had been dating Kondo-senpai for a long time. Everyone said that the two of them were at the center of the bullying.

There were also rumors that there were other women in the Literature Club who had been dating Kondo-senpai.

I haven’t been able to see Kondo-senpai since he was arrested. So I can’t even ask him.

“After all… I was one of his many convenient women.”

I gave up everything and chose him.

I betrayed Eiji and his family.

Even his mother is disappointed in me, and now I’m just waiting for the school to expel me.

From the beginning, Kondo-senpai always thought of me as a toy to play with.

“…”

Sobs and tears poured from my eyes.

That day. After I was caught in the act of cheating.

I was alone in my room with Kondo-senpai and cried my eyes out.

“What should I do? I have to apologize.”

As I was leaving the room, he grabbed my arm and refused to let go.

“Why, Senpai. Please let go of my hand.”

He held it so tightly that there were marks on it.

“Miyuki. That’s enough. Let’s date officially. Apologizing won’t help.”

“But…”

I didn’t want to say goodbye like this. Because Eiji was…

“You were just playing all the time, right? But I’m serious.”

My head was spinning when I saw him begging desperately.

“In the end, you will choose between me and your childhood friend. You’re wasting your time. Even if you go and apologize to him now. You’re a lousy woman. You didn’t even stand by your boyfriend who was beaten up by me, you just left him there and said the worst possible words of abandonment. How long are you going to play the honor student?”

When he says that, I realize I’m already tainted.

“…”

“Then choose me. I’m serious. I want you to forget that guy and stay with me for the rest of the day. I’m the only one for Miyuki now, right?”

He hugs my shoulder and speaks kind words to me. It was a sweet temptation for my desperate heart. I don’t have to think about hard things anymore. If this moment is happiness, then so be it.

I accept his lips. My weak heart leaves my thoughts and chooses him.

As it was, I accepted everything. His strong arms embrace all.

“Hey, Miyuki? What should we do? If your childhood friend tells everything, we might get suspended from school.”

He asks me this after everything is over. I wanted to deny that Eiji would do such a thing. But I am not qualified to deny it.

“If this happens, you and I will lose everything. I might not get the sports sponsorship. Wouldn’t you feel the same way?”

When my fear was aroused, I could only nod my head in despair.

He looked at my arm, which still bore the marks of his earlier grip, and said,

“Hey, Miyuki. Can I take a picture of this mark, just in case?”

“What?”

I shook my head no.

“Don’t worry. I won’t show it to anyone, I’ll just put it on my phone. I’ll just use it as a defensive measure in case Aono Eiji says something annoying. It’s like a talisman to protect us, to keep us together.”

I was glad that he thought so much of me. So I accepted it without thinking. Not knowing that it was a ticket to hell that would lead to ruin.

“Yes.”

And I am in hell now.

Even I, in another self, condemn myself.

“What. How long are you going to play the victim? You were just meant to be played with and thrown away. When your Kondo scattered your picture, you didn’t even protest. You didn’t even tell everyone that Eiji was innocent. After all, wasn’t your fault for betraying such a kind Eiji?”

Stop, stop, stop. Stop it!!!

“Oh, how cute you are. When you cheated behind Eiji’s back, you always compared him to your Kondo in appearance and status. This time, too, you hurt Eiji and drove him to the brink of s🬀🬀cide just for the sake of your own credibility and honor, and you got this far because of your own cuteness. Right?

All right, all right. Stop it. Please stop it!!!

“This is still not hell compared to the hell Eiji went through. You ruined other people’s lives. You ruined the life of someone who was so important to you that you could even call him your benefactor. Since you repaid that favor, you should spend your life thinking about how to make amends.”

I let out an inaudible scream and scratched the carpet.

Please, what should I do?

No one answered me.