Chapter 79 Hahaoya wa Kodomo no Dorei Janai
Hahaoya wa Kodomo no Dorei Janai
(Tl: Mothers Are Not Slaves to Their Children)
âââNo, no, no, thatâs crazy.â
After a moment of silence.
Perhaps finally realizing the situation, Takeshi opened his mouth in panic.
âStop being a parent!? Donât be silly. How could you do such a thing? Because you are my mother and it is your duty to raise meâââ
âYes. Thatâs why I will fulfill my duty to (raise) you. You donât have to worry about living expenses or tuition. And I will also fill out the necessary paperwork as your guardian. But I wonât take care of laundry, cooking, cleaningâŠthat kind of thing. Youâll have to take care of yourself from now onâ.
âBut I canât do that. Thereâs no way Iâm going to do the housework!â
ââŠThere are kids your age living alone in the world, so I think youâll be okay, right?â
âNo, Iâm talking about why I suddenly have to do something annoyingâŠThatâs a momâs job, right? Do it right.â
âTakeshiâŠwhat do you think a mother is?â
Hana-san must have put up with a lot for the sake of her children.
But Takeshi does not understand this.
Instead, he thinks that Hana-san is happy to take care of him.
His perception is wrong.
âMothers are not slaves to their children. Donât think that Iâm just a housekeeper to make you comfortable or to please you. I am a human being tooââjust like you, I donât like housework. But I wanted my children to grow up healthy, so I did my best.â
âŠThinking back, when Hana-san did the housework, she always smiled happily when I thanked her.
But apparently, Takeshi rarely or maybe never thanked Hana-san for thatâŠso she may have been frustrated by that as well.
Of course, recent events were not the only problem.
I think Hana-san had been thinking about that for a long time too.
She has accumulated it until nowââI guess.
âEven IâŠhave put up with it. Takeshi, do you understand? Can you understand the frustration of raising the child of a man who made you unhappy, the hardship of being burdened with the responsibility of being a parentâŠwhen I did not give birth to him? You canât. You canât. How can someone like you understand me?â
She has been flat for a while now.
But, little by little Hana-sanâs voice began to carry emotion.
What remains is anger, of course.
âChildren are not to blame. I thought so, deceived myself, and loved you like my own child. Thanks to the fact that you and he are not related by blood, itâs a good thing that you donât look alikeâŠbut your personalities are beginning to look exactly the same with him. Why is that? Do you still have memories of living with that person when you were a child?â
Hana-san speaks quickly, spitting out her accumulated thoughts.
Takeshi, on the other hand, was clearly upset.
âUh, ahâŠâ
Maybe it was because he had never seen Hana-san so angry before.
Or maybe he felt betrayed after hearing the true feelings of his mother, whom he trusted.
Iâm sure this is what he was expecting to hear,
(Takeshi, Iâm sorry, okay? You did nothing wrong. Iâm on your side no matter whatâŠ)
âŠHana-san would have said something like that before she was disappointed in Takeshi. But that wonât happen anymore.
Because youâve already crossed the line.
The fact that you hit me, or rather hurt me so badly that I bled, is the end of it all.
(When you lost yourself in anger, I won.)
A littleâŠor a lot, although Hana-san is pretty out of control.
But overall, the story is going well.
Everything went wellââ