Chapter 56 I Got Something More Important than Revenge
#Kuzu no OsananajimiI Got Something More Important than Revenge
(Never, never forgive!)
When I come here, I remember.
The scene of Takeshi and Kaori’s betrayal back then…I can still vividly remember the intense feelings at that time.
“…”
The curtains were supposed to be closed.
But they were slightly open, maybe because of the wind, and I could see Takeshi’s room through the gap. Maybe that’s why the memory of that moment came back to me.
I hated them.
I hated them for betraying me.
I wanted to hurt them as much as they had hurt me.
But I was saved.
“Let’s go to bed.”
Was it because she noticed my gaze?
Or maybe she just noticed that they were slightly open?
Hana-san closed the curtains completely and then called to me.
Her voice was soft as usual.
“…yes.”
That voice finally brought me back to myself.
Because of this person, I was able to keep myself from being controlled by anger and resentment.
I have a lot of things on my mind.
To be honest, I would be lying if I said I didn’t hate Takeshi and Kaori.
If it were possible, I would inflict the same pain on them.
But that kind of revenge is not for me.
I’m not the kind of person who can hurt others.
And because I’m that kind of person…Hana-san and Ichika are with me.
“But I slept well last night…so I might not be able to sleep.”
“Really? If you’re free, you can play with your phone next to me…Sorry for being so selfish.”
“Oh, don’t worry about it at all! It’s not that I’m bored or anything…it’s just that if I’d known this was going to happen, I should’ve stayed up all last night.”
“You can’t stay up all night…you won’t get any bigger, you know?”
Hana-san scolds me in a totally non-scary way.
The way she sleeps right next to me snuggled up against me, makes her figure very defenseless.
Touching in different places. She was soft and smelled really nice, probably because she was so close to me…the warmth was so comforting.
Before I knew it, Takeshi and Kaori were gone from my mind.
From now on…that scene I remembered every time I came to this room will now be replaced by the memories of sleeping with Hana-san.
Wrapped in a soft body, sweet smell, and gentle motherhood.
“Nn…? Takumi-kun?”
“…”
“Araraa. Did you fall asleep? Even though you said you couldn’t sleep…you’re really cute!”
At the edge of my consciousness, I only heard a voice.
I tried to answer, but my mouth wouldn’t move, and the next moment…I was off to the world of dreams.
I thought I slept well last night.
However, I’ve been sleeping on the sofa lately, and every joint in my body hurts, so maybe I didn’t sleep well.
Also, having Hana-san next to me must’ve relaxed my mind and body. The sleepiness came on quickly.
I expected to feel more nervous. I was also afraid that I might develop an ulterior motive, but that never happened.
As Hana-san said, maybe I’m still a child…I want to be more manly, but I guess that’s enough for now.
I have never been spoiled like this before.
So I just want to enjoy it a little more.
…So Hana-san and I slept together.
It was a very comfortable and happy sleep——