Chapter 5 Crime, Punishment, and Atonement
#Kuzu no OsananajimiCrime, Punishment, and Atonement
āāI will atone for Takeshiās sins in his place.
Hana-san said, finally looking up.
āI canāt even scold him anywayā¦Iāve never scolded him. All I can do is cry and beg him to stop. There is no way Takumi-kun will be satisfied with that.ā
Her eyes, swollen with tears, are painful.
But once again, Hana-san is still a beautiful woman. She looks so young that I would believe her even if she told me she was in her 20s.
I think her real age isā¦in her mid-thirties?
I thought she was too young to give birth to Takeshi, but if that guy is her stepson, thatās an age that makes sense.
āIt might be weird with an old lady like this in sight, butā¦Iām still a good cook. Iām pretty confident in my housekeeping. If you want me to be a housekeeper, I can do that for you.ā
Youāre not an old lady, not at all.
She is known in the neighborhood as a beautiful wife because of her youthful appearance.
Her hair was loose and wavy, her well-groomed face, and despite her small stature, she had a very fashionable style, so I was a little hesitant to call her an old lady.
She is also a kind and tolerant person.
I can understand why Takeshi is so in love with her.
āOf course, I wonāt force you if Takumi-kun doesnāt want to. Iām sorryā¦thatās all I seem to be able to do.ā
Well, itās not that I donāt like you doing the housework. In fact, I might even be grateful for it.
Right now I live alone in a house. My parents died when I was very young, and my grandparents who raised me died a few years ago. The house is too big for me to live alone. Also, Iām not very good at housework, so Iām not able to clean or do laundry properly, and the house is a bit of a mess.
Besides, making Hana-san pay for Takeshiās crime might be a little revenge against him.
That guy, who cares about his mother in no small way, would surely be upset.
So, with that in mind, there is no reason to refuse.
ā⦠then, please.ā
I was less angry than before.
Feeling a little guilty for speaking to her in a harsh tone before, I nodded and returned to my usual respectful tone.
Then Hana-san relaxed her shoulders as ifā¦was relieved and smiled slightly.
āThanks. Takumi-kun is very nice after allā¦Iām sorry. I feel like I took advantage of your kindness, and I know it hurts you. But this is the only way I can make amends to you.ā
āNoā¦well, yes. To be honest, Hana-san has nothing to do with it, I understand that too. I know it sounds like Iām taking it out on you, but Iām sorry.ā
āNo, donāt apologize. If you canāt control your feelings, you can always tell meā¦If you donāt mind with an aunt like me, you can take out your anger on me as much as you want.ā
ā⦠You know I canāt do that, right?ā
āUgh. Maybeā¦but I mean it. Worst case scenario, I donāt care what you do to meā¦No, no. If you donāt do anything, Iām sureāāI wonāt be able to forgive him for hurting Takumi for the rest of my life.ā
Maybe this person really believes that she is responsible for Takeshiās crime.
No matter what the situation, parents will always try their best to protect their children. Maybe she is subconsciously making such a decisionā¦but I still thought she was a wonderful mother.
I never knew the warmth of my parents, so I ended up feeling jealous of Takeshi.
Iām sure Takeshi wouldāve appreciated such a mother.
Therefore, making his mother pay for his sins should be a āpunishmentā for him.
Believing that Iāll let Hana-san atone for his sins for nowāā