Chapter 18 Rewarding the Kindness
#Kuzu no OsananajimiRewarding the Kindness
āāThe next day.
Hana-san had come to my house in the morning, as she was taking a day off from her part-time job until today. She even went out of her way to bring cleaning supplies, saying she still had places to clean...But before that, I immediately reported that Ichika had visited my house.
āIchika? ā¦I see. So. She saw them enter the hotel.ā
Hana-san had a grim look on her face.
She mustāve something on her mind about this story.
But that āsomethingā is not about Ichika, of course.
āIt wasnāt a one-time mistake, was it? ā¦I wonder what I did wrong in raising Takeshi.ā
Hana-san is melancholy about Takeshi.
The day before yesterday and yesterday in a row, he was in the act with Kaoriā¦Well, as Hana-san said, itās not a one-time mistake, and Iām sure they betrayed me with full awareness.
āā¦Maybe I was wrong all along. Maybe he was just too much for me, I donāt know.ā
A stepson, not related by blood, forced upon her by her unfaithful partner.
Hana-san has no duty or obligation to raise him. However, there is no way that the kind of person Hana-san is could abandon a child in such a situation.
So she raised him as her own, regardless of blood.
But neither that love nor Hana-sanās kindness was ever learned by Takeshi, and here we are.
āI apologize again. Iām really sorry about my son.ā
I think that is why Hana-san is bowing her head.
Because of my decision not to leave Takeshi at that time, I was hurtā¦she feels that way, and thatās why she sincerely apologizes.
āNoā¦Iām more worried about Chika-chan than myself. Sheās still in middle school, and asā¦an older person, I feel unworthy of getting her involved in something so graphic.ā
But right now Iām more worried about Ichika than myself.
āHow was my decision? Am I right?ā
Yesterday, Ichika said to me, (Let me take responsibility for making Takumi-nii unhappy) and I agreed to do so.
It was a decision I made after much thought, but to be honest, I wasnāt sure if it was the right decision or not, so I wanted to hear the adult Hana-sanās opinion.
In response to this question, Hana-san immediately said,
āI think itās a lovely decision. As Ichikaās mother, can I ask you for a favor? Iām sorry to cause you so much trouble, Takumi-kunā¦as far as Ichika is concerned, Iām fine.ā
Her grim face relaxed and this time she smiled softly at me.
Moreover, she walked up to me and gave me aā¦gentle hug.
āAlso, thank you. You listened to Ichikaās requestā¦Iām sure you mustāve been a little surprised. Thanks to Takumi-kun, Ichika was saved as well. Your kind decisionā¦As a mother, Iām really gratefulā¦ā
ā¦Not that Iām not embarrassed.
My face is buried in her plump brš¬asts and her feminine smell makes me feel uncomfortable, so if I could, I would stay away.
But I was so pleased with her kindness that I couldnāt say anything.
She praises me and compliments my actions. That alone makes me happy because I feel that all my actions have been rewarded.
After allā¦my grandparents were gone, I couldāve starved for that kind of warmth.
The love I felt for the first time in a long time was very comforting, and Iām so glad I felt itāā