Chapter 43 Warm Hands
#Kanojo Sae mo UragittekitanodeWarm Hands
āShuu-senpai, Aoi-senpai. Thank you so much. It looks like things will be sorted out soon.ā
Iām currently in the living room of Shinomiya-sanās house.
She said that to me and Aoi-senpai with a smile. By āsorted outā I guess she means her bullying problem.
According to the details of the story, it seems that all of Shinomiya-sanās bullies were expelled from school. I donāt know the details, but it seems that with the help of her parents and Aoi-senpai, they got what they deserved.
It seems that Shinomiya-sanās parents are going to hunt down the main culprit, a student named Amane Kazusa, even more thoroughly, and they have proof of the bully and other evidence. If that happens, I think Amane Kazusaās history will be damaged and her future life will be bleak. The teachers who turn a blind eye will also all be forced to quit teaching. ā¦
āTo be honest, I still donāt know whether my decision was good or bad. But, this whole mess made me realize that I didnāt have the courage to ask my parents for help, nor did I have the courage to stand up to them when I was being bullied. Iām a wussā¦ā
āI see. But even though thatās your weakness, I think itās also a strength. I think itās because Saya is probably kinder than anyone else.ā
āIs that true?ā
āYes, of course.ā
Aoi-senpai looked into Shinomiya-sanās eyes and said something like that. The atmosphere of the place is more accurately described as shimmering rather than cheerful. ā¦
āHi, everyone. I brought tea and snacks, please have someā¦ā
āāThank you.āā
āWow, Iām so happy to have a new son and daughter. Please take care of Saya from now on.ā
Perhaps sensing the mood, Sachi-san, Shinomiya-sanās mother, said this in a cheerful voice.
āOf course, I want to be friends with Saya, too.ā
āIf itās okay with meā¦ā
āCome to think of it, I donāt know anything about Sayaās hobbies and interests, even though Iāve become friends with her.ā
Aoi-senpai said as she opened the bag of tea cakes Sachi-san brought and took a bite.
āMy hobbies? ā¦Studying? If I had to say it would be reading. And I donāt play games much.ā
āI see. Iām the same with you. Iāve been studying so much that Iāve never had any time to myself. What about you, Hiiragi-kun?ā
āMe, huh?ā
Hobbies.
I thought about it, but I donāt have anything fancy like hobbies.
I tried to imagine my room, but it was almost empty and monotonous.
My mother, Aika-san, once said this, (Hey, donāt you play games or something, Shuu? Iāll buy as many as you want. If thereās anything else you want, just let me know. I canāt buy you everything, but if Shuu wants something, Iāll buy it.) Although I was told this, I couldnāt think of anything special.
So, I didnāt ask for anything. Because I think such things are a waste of time and moneyā¦
āI thought there wasnāt any.ā
āI see. The students around me seem to be playing the new smartphone games and other things, but I donāt think it suits me. I would like to find a new hobby, but I donāt know where to start.ā
āWell, I guessā¦ā
I thought about it, but there was no way I could come up with a decent idea. I have never lived a normal life. Iām not normal after all.
āItās okay for now. Weāre not in a hurry, so letās take our time and find a hobby that suits us.ā
āHmm, senpais, the only thing I can think of is that my hobby now is talking to you two like this.ā
āPfft, yeah, right. If you count that as a hobby, then I guess I do, too.ā
If thatās the case, then I am too?
Me and Aoi-senpai are friends, so are Shinomiya-san and I friends? If so, then my hobby, as they say, must be talking to them.
But I donāt have much to say to them, and my lack of conversation skills causes them a lot of trouble.
If that is the case, is my hobby causing them trouble? To what extent should I bother people? ā¦
After that, it was time to listen to their conversation and drink the tea Sachi-san gave me.
āWell then, weāll go with this.ā
āAh, I see. I have to go to school soon too, so please wait for me.ā
āOkay. Iām looking forward to it. See you later, Saya.ā
āSorry for interrupting ā¦ā
After bowing, we left Shinomiya-sanās house.
The next morning, for some reason, going to school with Yoka has become my daily routine, but going home with Aoi-senpai has also somehow become my daily routine as well.
āHiiragi-kun, I wish we could walk home together like this for longer. Why was I born a year before Hiiragi-kun? Thatās the only thing I regret these days.ā
āI see.ā
āAhhh⦠If I had been born a year later, I could have enjoyed high school life with Hiiragi-kun and Saya a little longer. Iām really unlucky.ā
She exhaled a little white breath. It was getting colder and colderā¦
It seemed that Aoi-senpai was going to pass the position of student council president on to the next person.
She told me the other day that even though it was customary for a sophomore to become president, she had no choice but to become president because of her unusual popularity among the students and the encouragement of the students around herā¦
āI wonder what would have happened if Aoi-senpai had been in the same grade.ā
āWhat would that have been like? I canāt really imagine. But Iām definitely sure that weāll meet and become like this, albeit in different ways. No, it was destined to happen. Iām sure weāll meet no matter how many times we repeat it.ā
āIs that so?ā
Aoi-senpai said that, not in her usual calm manner, but with a bit of excitement.
Will it? I imagine Aoi-senpai and I meeting like this and becoming friends.
At times like this, Iām the one who canāt think of anything, but for some reason, the only thing that comes to my mind is Aoi-senpai smiling at me.
I donāt know why such a scene came to mind, but it was probably because of the strong impression I had at that time. Or maybe, as Aoi-senpai said, itās destiny to become friends with someone like me.
āIs it okay for me to be your friend? Am I the right person to be your friend? Is it that kind of destiny?ā
āDefinitely, rather I donāt want it if itās not you. Iāll be your friend no matter how many times I repeat it. No matter how many times.ā
She held my hand, looked into my eyes, and smiled.
Aoi-senpai started to walk with her hand still in mine and I followed her.
I followed her hand until we parted on our way home.
Aoiās PoV
Iāve been a little too aggressive, I think to myself, and the slightly cool air cools my head.
I stare at my hands, opening and closing them pointlessly, feeling the warmth of Hiiragi-kunās that was there just a moment ago.
Was that too much? I wondered if I was disturbing Hiiragi-kun. I thought I was being careful, but for a moment, I couldnāt control my feelings.
I would be careful next time, but there is also a part of me that thinks it would be nice if I could connect with him again.
It seems that love makes people very sick.
My head doesnāt work calmly, and sometimes it gets hot like itās boiling.
āLetās go home.ā
I went home and remembered how warm Hiiragi-kunās hand felt on mine.