Chapter 32 New Friend?
#Kanojo Sae mo UragittekitanodeNew Friend?
She said she would change the location, but there werenāt that many places where we could talk quietly, so we came to the rooftop of the side building. There was an idea to go to a family restaurant or a cafĆ©, but we didnāt want to be overheard, so we ended up here.
And then, Aoi-senpai casually tells how she grew up and what she thought about herself until now. ā¦
ā⦠So you see, just as I was about to commit suš¬š¬ide here, Hiiragi-kun appeared through that door. ā¦ā
āSo, thatās what happened.ā
āYes, after that we ran far away⦠And thatās how the rumors startedā¦ā
Aoi-senpai said that in a nostalgic way and laughed to cover it up.
āBut still, Iām grateful to the āpast meā now.ā
āWhy?ā
āBecause I was able to meet Hiiragi-kun and become friends with him.ā
She looked at me and smiled. I wanted to say something in response to her smile, but all I could do was open my mouth without words coming out.
āThis is the end of the story of my past. My pathetic past that I took upon myself and tried to kill myself because I couldnāt see anything anymore.ā
āā¦Ah, so. ā¦All this time Iāve misunderstood.ā¦ā
āā¦?ā
Shinomiya-san opens her mouth and speaks as if she has made up her mind,
ā⦠I was under the mistaken impression that people like the student council president, unlike me, were always in a glamorous place, enjoying their youth and spending their days in a carefree manner. And even though it was my selfishness⦠I hated those people myself. I thought they didnāt know what I was going through. ⦠Iām sorry.ā
Saying that, Shinomiya-san bowed her head.
Aoi-senpai, on the other hand, wasnāt offended by Shinomiya-sanās words and turned her gentle eyes towards her.
āItās okay, thatās fine. I didnāt know Shinomiya-san was being bullied either, even though I was the student council president.ā
āBut thatās ā¦ā
āI think there are many things we humans donāt know and many things we unconsciously look away from or turn away from. Itās just that now, weāre saying what we think and making the other person aware of it. I think itās probably wiser to deal with it that way. I guess thatās what being an adult means.ā
Taking a breath, Aoi-senpai continues,
āSo itās not Shinomiya-sanās fault. I mightāve done the same thing, so itās mutual.ā
āYes. Thank you.ā
āThereās no need to be so formal. Besides, weāre friends, right?ā
Aoi-senpai held out her hand to Shinomiya-san and patted her head.
She was a little nervous at first, but then she accepted it.
āHey, Shinomiya-sanā¦ā
āYes?ā
āIf you donāt mind, and I know weāre still in the early stages of our relationship. But can you tell us how you were bullied?ā
Shinomiya-san took a few dozen seconds after hearing those words āOkay, I understand. Iāll talk to Hiiragi-senpai and Kudo-senpai tomorrow after school.ā and said so.
āOkay, I think itās time to end this dark conversation and go home. It looks like school will be closing soon.ā
āRight.ā
Since we were all on the ground, we got up and dusted ourselves off before heading down the stairs and headed to shoeboxes.
We had to say goodbye to Shinomiya-san at the school gate, as our way home seemed to be a little different.
āSee you tomorrow, Shinomiya-san.ā
āSee you tomorrow. Hiiragi-senpai. Kudo-senpai.ā
āSee you tomorrow.ā
After seeing Shinomiya-san leave, Aoi-senpai and I started to leave as well. ā¦
āHey, Hiiragi-kunā¦ā
āYes?ā
āI feel like I can be good friends with Shinomiya-san from now on.ā
āI see.ā
āOf course, you too, Hiiragi-kunā¦ā
āIs that so?ā
We left with that conversation.