Chapter 3 Jisatsu tte Anmari Yokunai

Jisatsu tte Anmari Yokunai

(Tl: S🬀🬀cide Is No Good)

As if drawn in, I walked up the stairs to the rooftop. The door, which I thought was locked, opened easily and I stepped onto the rooftop.

The cloudless sky caught my attention for a moment, but when I turned my eyes forward, I saw the student council president.

She seemed to have noticed me from the sound of the rooftop door opening and was staring at me.

“Let me see, this place is supposed to be closed to students. What do you want?”

“Yes, that’s right. There was a student in a place that is supposed to be closed to students, so I just came to check on it.”

She made a face as if I had hit the right spot and then raised her eyes to the sky.

“I’m… I’m here because the teacher asked me to do some things for the student council.”

“I see. So you’re done with your errands?”

“That’s …”

The student council president, who was at a loss for words, looked at me with a face that looked as if she had given up.

Then she looked as if she had guessed something, exhaled, and began to speak.

“I’m not really asked by the teacher to do anything. I’m just here …”

Then she was at a loss for words again.

She didn’t say anything. For some reason, I couldn’t help but let the words slip out of my mouth.

“S🬀🬀cide is no good.”

“What? …”

“People around you will be sad. Besides, there is the cost of the funeral and the damage to the school’s reputation.”

When I said that, the student council president’s face hardened.

“I wanted to do it too, but I was stopped. Besides, it is quite painful and agonizing. So I don’t recommend it. If you want to do it, I think it is better to do it after you become independent.”

“…”

“I’m sorry for being so cheeky.”

I said such a thing while remembering the past.

After I said it out loud, I regretted that I had said something unnecessary.

After I bowed my head and looked at the student council president’s face again, I saw a stunned look on her face for a few seconds, then she put her hand over her mouth and smiled as if something had struck her as funny.

“Pftt. Haha. Oh, I see. S🬀🬀cide is no good. I didn’t know that? Thank you.”

“I’m glad I could help.”

“Ahaha, yes. It was helpful. Thank you.”

My words and actions seem to have struck a chord with her, and she’s still laughing.

After a few minutes, she finally calmed down and looked back at me.

“Thank you again. …By the way, what’s your name? I hadn’t asked your name yet.”

“My name is Hiiragi.”

“My name is Aoi Kudo. As you may know, I’m the student council president.”

The student council president, Kudo-senpai, approached me and held out her hand.

I wondered if it was okay for me to take her hand.

While I was thinking about it, the student council president grabbed my hand and held it tightly.

“Hiiragi-kun, it’s nice to meet you.”

“Nice to meet you, Kudo-senpai.”

She smiled at me.

… I wondered in a corner of my mind if I could laugh with her now, but the next words out of her mouth made all that go away.

“Why don’t we leave here and go somewhere far away?”

“What?”

I wonder what my face looks like now.