Chapter 8 The Choice to Change

The Choice to Change

“It’s hilarious. It’s really funny.”

Kisaragi-san’s words arouse my anger.

Is it because I remembered everything?

“What? You created this f🬀🬀king game, didn’t you?”

“That’s right.”

She nodded with a cold smile.

“You created me!”

“Yes.”

She nodded again but with a hawkish smile.

“You created this feeling!”

“That’s not true.”

But now, she shakes her head firmly.

“This world doesn’t control you, not even your feelings. The only setting is your role.”

“So what? It doesn’t change the fact that Mia was cuckolded because of you.”

“Haa… It’s not like that.”

Kisaragi-san lets out a tame sigh. As if in disgust.

“I told you, I don’t control feelings. And I don’t control behavior either.”

“… What are you trying to say?”

Kisaragi-san raises her eyebrows.

I wonder if she still doesn’t understand my words.

“You chose this route, right?”

“…!?”

“You thought you couldn’t change the scenario because you were a side character, right? I have no choice. I have no choice, I have no choice. After all, I am just a side character. Right?”

Kisaragi-san smiles benevolently.

But a moment later, it turns into a look of contempt.

“Don’t f🬀🬀king run away by making convenient excuses. From the very beginning, it was impossible for you to know this world as a whole, wasn’t it? When something impossible happens to you. You can change the scenario of the game. It’s the most reasonable thing to do, isn’t it?”

“…ah.”

I can’t speak up.

“It’s your fault for being tied to the game setting.”

Shit!

“… I was afraid. What if I tried to change something and nothing changed. So, yes. I ran away and ran away. I don’t want to get hurt. I don’t want to be betrayed. So being a side character was a good excuse for me.”

I lower my head listlessly.

It’s too late to regret it now. It’s my fault for not trying to change.

“Well, as an apology for creating this game, I have two good things to tell you.”

Kisaragi-san claps her hands.

A faint sound echoes through the room.

“Your actions change the future a little. It’s a miracle. Mia happened to be there, and then by chance Mia found your box and took a look. Miracles like this don’t happen very often.”

Kisaragi-san smiles softly.

“… what are you talking about?”

“It proves that her actions and emotions were not under control.”

What does that mean? I don’t know what it means.

“And last but not least. I want to tell you about Kaito Mochizuki.”

He’s the protagonist, right? What’s wrong with that guy?

“He’s a reincarnator.”

“What?”

What are you talking about? Such unrealistic things can’t happen… No, this world itself is unrealistic.

“Oh, you seem very surprised. …He probably has knowledge of this game. And he’s already trying to capture two heroines.”

There are three heroines in this game, well, they are the main characters, isn’t that normal?

“So, what are you trying to say?”

“I mean, think about it. There were two women who approached my boyfriend. What do you think she’s going to think?”

“… Ah.”

I see. Capturing three people means having a series of affairs.

“Now Mia began to doubt him. It’s because of your actions too.”

My chest rises.

My breathing is fast and my body is hot.

“You seem to have figured it out, don’t you?”

“I can take Mia back.”

Kisaragi let out a small laugh.

“Maybe.”